did it ever occur to you that GOD protects sinners ? I just think HE does , I think that some people are not cut for sinning no matter how much satin tries , he might push them to sin while angels make sure they never enjoy the sinful act itself. that is a kind of divine protection. i always thought that if someone is going to do something wrong he might as well enjoy it , but it is not that easy.
u see , the human being is just to arrogant to confess that he is vulnerable , that he can be tempted easily. he always thinks that he can stop himself at the right time , that he can be in a bar but still does not drink , that he can kiss a girl without going further , that he can be friends with thief and yet remain a descent man. as if he wears a sin proof suit every day the moment he wakes up !
guess what i do that too ! or at least i used to now i am planning not to any more. I am planing to know what I really can do and what I know I will not be able to do , or rather what deep down inside me I know i don`t want to do .I always tend to give my self a power of a super hero or underestimate myself dangerously , never in the middle. I never admitted certain things to myself.
I always convince myself that I am hard worker although I know i am not ! I just desperately want to be one.
what about u :) ? do feel like i do ? or it is just me acting insane as usual ?
your little girl 3`oda :)
I always convince myself that I am hard worker although I know i am not ! I just desperately want to be one.
what about u :) ? do feel like i do ? or it is just me acting insane as usual ?
your little girl 3`oda :)
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