Dear dad

dear dad,

did u ever feel so confused that u want to pause every thing around you ? did u ever feel that you don`t belong ? I don`t think u ever felt that , you always made things simple that is a gene i didn`t get from you.

before u died u talked to me about patience , and the subject was totally out of context and that is why I think it is very important , like this was your last lesson to teach me. I know this is one thing no one can teach me but you . u always waited , u didn`t complain although things were getting really hard , how did you do that ?! i guess u had more faith in your heart than I did , I guess u never sinned , and even if u did u had tons and tons of good deeds to erase your sins before they are even committed !!

                                                                                                                        daddy`s little girl 3`oda :)