" how can love be that difficult " she thought " my only dream was to fall in love and then live with the person i love for the rest of my life and start a family why did he have to turn this simple tale of mine into a complicated painful disaster ?? " she wished she could leave she wished she had that power she hears about in books and stories . she has been living her life with him because simply she knows she can`t live it without him , because she has no idea about the way time passed before she knew him . and GOD knows she tried and tried but her heart was like a little boy who does know his way home unless his parents hold him by the hand and walk with him. she has no clue without him , no purpose . how did he do that she never knew , how could he be that powerful , and how did he mesmariese her heart she will never know .
he called her as he does every day , she liked that about him , he always calls .his voice seemed different .
he : " i wanted to tell u something , but please try to get me right , i love u i really do , but i can`t go on , i can`t continue my life with you , i just don`t feel we belong together , your
thoughts are so different than mine and if we can endure there differences now i feel we will not be able to that in the future , i know this will hurt u because i know that you love me so much , i know it will be hard on you in the begging but later on it will be easier on you with time "
she kept silent for about 5 minutes then words came out of her mouth so fast like soda water coming out of a coke bottle that has been moved so fast in all possible directions.
" you u think your words are going to break me right , u think this is my end and by your words u took my oxgyen away , but you are totally wrong , every day i spent with you u hurt me , each day you broke little piece of my heart , and now it learned to stop feeding on oxygen and feed on carbon dioxide !!!, each day you broke me and now it no longer hurts , u want to leave me right ? and u think it will be hard on me ?? i really pity you , u can`t live a single day without me and u will know that , u will know that u need me around you to satisfy your ego , but u know what i don`t regret knowing you or doing all what i did for you , i just regret not listening to my heart when it was screaming for help "
she hung up with him feeling so blessed that he is the one who broke it all up , she thought she was happy with him , she thought this was it and she was the one messing it up with being so sensitive , but now it she understood that is was like a white sugar coated cup filled with dark black sour coffee , a pain in disguise ...........
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