Dear dad

dear dad ,

I am so sorry , I know that u see me and as much as I like that I hate it !! because I know that what you see makes u hate me.

I am not who you think I am , who you which that I become. I grew into a bad creature that does not deserve to have a father like you 

I am extremely sorry I hope I could blind fold you eyes to my sins and mistakes , and GOD knows these mistakes are not your fault by any means

I am sorry , please forgive me or forget me so that i might not hurt you again

try to find it in your heart to accept my apology , and forgive me for messing my life so much after you spent your whole life trying to make something good out of me